Written on 8/21/16
How do I even put into words how amazing, crazy, basically a whirlwind this week ended up being....
We just started settling back into our routines being back from Hawaii, and of course being married (7.16.16 D+N).
Last weekend I started feeling a little off, but honestly just thought a period from hell was about to unleash... Tuesday I was two days late....Tuesday was our one month anniversary.
I had some symptoms that I won't get into...but I refused to get my hopes up. So I told Derik I wouldn't take any tests until I was actually late.
Enter Tuesday, 8/16/16 Our one month anniversary...of course I didn't have to pee when I got home hahaha. Derik just kept saying come on...do you have to pee yet?!? Okay okay...here goes nothing...
Holy crap...there is one line and a very faint second line. Why is it so faint...it just leaves so much room for doubt. We ran to the store and bought 4 more tests (different brands) one was digital that just says yes or no.
That 3 minute wait...that feels like time stands still. I said "babe, you look".
Ummmmm yep...we are pregnant.
We looked at each other in disbelief that we had already started the creation of a little human...our baby....
That night I went to bed so happy, so at peace, so full of joy...wanting to dream about what our baby would look like, sound like.
Then the next morning I was a little crazy...I wanted to see a darker line just to know it was real. This whole process is quite the mind Fuck excuse my french. We had 3 more tests I might as well pee on them all...CRAZY lady alert.
The first one was also digital, some how I messed it up and got an error....who can't pee on a stick right. Okay 2 more trys. Clear Blue... we are not friends and I will never recommend you to anyone. Two tests that I couldn't see the second line...maybe a faint shadow...but all my doubts were back. Thank goodness I got into the dr. That afternoon...they gave me the blood test and assured me that we were in fact pregnant!!!
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